YESTERDAY'S GONE

July 12, 2007

just got back from hougang. san & melody bought me a 奶妹 keychain. so i decided to take out all those little gifts dat i received recently to display. one glance at e shelfs, all were gifts from e past which hav a deeper meanin to me right now. dis is e 1st tym i take a deeper look at every single thing. memories began to flash thru my mind.

those sweet & happy moments are memorable. yes, ytd was a nightmare, i finally fell right down the cliff. everything has ended. tears filled my eyes but i tell myself not to cry, it's not worth it. however despite e sorrowfulness, i felt something heavy taken away from me. so much relieved as i finally found an answer, although e ans wasnt rily a good one.

i still gotta thank him for making me felt once loved. not forgeting bout the hurt, i've learnt many lessons dat make me really awake, seeing thru all kinds of people and realizing many things. he gives me a deeper concept of a person who can change overnight.

from nw onwards, i wil try to step apart from dis unwanted past & return to myself agn. its gonna be hard, just like bein stabbed & stil tryin to remove e knife away. but im left wit no choice, i hav to move on wit life even though e things he left is tearin my heart.

i rily appreciate those who hav accompanied me thru these tough times, loveya guys & seriously tks alot. no words can express my gratefulness. n i do hope i can overcome it, as i nvr been like dis before.

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